I’ve been trying to give being in a relationship an honest shot. I am very aware of my history of being a commitmentphobe, but I’m starting to go back towards the feeling of “I am afraid of this for a reason.” What is it about relationships that require work? Maybe better is why do they require work? And why put work into something that leaves you unfulfilled? Ugh.
The lack of reciprocity in certain personal relationships has me seriously questioning the necessity of those personal relationships.